In love with  a priest

How we meet:

Sometimes I visit him. Rarely he visits me.

Is he a believer in Jesus?

Yes he is a strong believer in Jesus. As a priest and monk for sure!

Am I happy with this connection?

Yes in a whole I am happy to have him. This does not mean I did not suffer very much due to some aspects of this relationship. 

Do I really know this man was sent to me from God?

Yes I am absolutely convinced.

Did I have struggles concerning him being a monk?

Yes for sure I did. But I am ok with this.

Want to learn more about it? Okay here I go.

It was ten years ago when I met him. He tried to help me with some spiritual stuff. Than I did not see him for a year. After that period I was very much struggling with a lot of hard circumstances in life.

I began my journey towards God. During this journey I asked God questions and He immeadetly answered me with videos in front of my eyes, his voice. During only few seconds or maybe not a second whole parts of my past lifes where inside my soul. With all the deep feelings you can't develop if you wouldn't have lived this life yourself and for real. I learned much about God knowing what is good although we do not always get what we want. So I knew this man is for me also. We where often together in past lifes and God told me this is my man. 

I fell into a crisis him being a monk I can't marry. Well don't say this is for ever. God can lead to this service and lead out of this service. Why not? But I'm okay with this now him being a monk. Doesn't mean I would not marry him.

So we immeadetly became a couple when we then met. He just wanted immeadetly to be with me. During a few weeks we fell deeply in love although I already loved him in several aspects of my soul and heart because of the past lifes we spent together.

Our relationship became difficult each time he could not give me the attention and love I needed. But this is very private.

Still we could not abandon each other. In past lifes we always had sex. This life is more chaste as we remain only kissing and hugging. But none of us had forbidden each other to have sex. It's just like the relationship developed until this moment that we are more united by heart and soul and spirit than by flesh. I use to argue often with him that he does not love me really. But he always refuses to admit he would not love me. He always said he does, during the ten years we are together approximately.

We have ups and downs but it is unbreakable and I was never able to leave even if we broke up contact sometimes for a few weeks.

What I learned through my rememberings of my past lifes is that twin flame connections are supported by God but it does not mean that every life you meet your twin flame you are aware of him/her being your twin flame! Sometimes it's just uncondicious love or strong love by heart that does not let you go. You do not necesserely be always aware of a twin flame connection neither do you always know about such a title "twin flame".

Through my several reincarnations my belief changed from Jesus the human, to Jesus the Prophet lead by God, to Jesus being God himself.

It is very interesting to see the progress.